It was gorgeous outside today, so I decided to walk around the neighborhood a bit. The sun was shining, there was a cool breeze and it was actually warm enough to wear a tshirt.
I was going to spend the time listening to my mp3 player, probably "Fair", but when i turned it on, it kindly informed me that the battery was too low. So i did the next best thing: put my earbuds in anyways so that no one would bother me. I decided that since i was using my Bible/prayer time for this walk, it was appropriate to pray as i walked.
I wandered up and down the streets, talking to God about both the things i always talk about, and some of the things i like to avoid. I asked that he would help me guard my tongue, give me patience and help me rely on him. I prayed for my future husband, and that He would bring us both closer to Him. And I prayed for forgiveness once again for things i know he's forgiven me for, but that i can't forgive myself for and fear my family/other christians may someday find out. God then reminded me that it is His opinion that matters, not their's, so quit worrying about it.
It was all very relaxing, and it was quite depressing to have to come back inside and do the mountains of homework that has piled up. I plan to do this again.

Becoming Beautiful

I finally have a direction for this blog. I don't have the time, energy or ideas to go too into detail now, but this is my journey to become beautiful in character.

From Ian I learned not to trust words.
From Dave I learned not to trust actions either.
From Diana I learned not to trust history.
Now I am learning to trust.







(it's the most difficult one yet)